I may not be perfect...

 

Lying on small things for making people smile whom you love, drawing fake scenarios and give them dreams that are not true although it is wrong somehow but I do it to keep my people happy and laughy.  I am for now not be able to provide them genuine plan but I am struggling continuously.

No perfection at all but at the same time no bad intentions and giving my best the way I can give in the meantime. Wherever I go I am myself. I act like me all the time and that’s perfect for me. I do not complain to God now for not giving me excellence, I stopped writing a list of me being magnificent. I am only me now and don’t expect a thing from others.

It’s just my pray now that HE will give me the patience and courage to keep up on this line forever. I don’t want to be a coward in any part of my life. I laid down arms in front of the things that God has planned for me but not for the things that people made me do.

I may not be perfect in the eyes of a world full of people but for my dearest God and for me, I am perfect because I give my best and I am myself all the time.